BEING BORN IN THE WRONG BODY IS SCARY
TO THE SOUL OF SOUL OF HUMAN BEING,  I’M BORN WITH A MASCULINE APPEARANCE. BUT I AM NOT A MAN. I HAD TO PLEASE MY COMMUNITY MEMBERS AND RESPECT MY PARENTS ABOUT THE GENDER THEY BIRTHED ME WITH AND SEE ME AS.

IT WAS DIFFICULT TO BREATHE AND MOVE, I FELT LIKE SATAN WORSHIPPERS WERE PULLING MY SOUL AND AIR OUT. I WAS EMOTIONALLY DEAD BEFORE I GAVE BIRTH TO MY SELF. IF YOU KNOW THE DESSERT SAND, YOU’LL UNDERSTAND WHEN I SAY IT WAS SWALLOWING ME WITH PRIDE.

I TRIED TO YELL FOR HELP BUT REALISED I HAVE POWER TO HELP SELF. YETS STILL AFRAID OF WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO SAY ABOUT THE REAL ME NOT THE FAKE ME.

I STARTED TO DO WHAT I KNEW WAS RIGHT BUT THE APPOPRIATE LANGUAGES AND NAMES CAME FROM DIFFERENT ME SIMPLY LIVING AND LEARNING THINNGS.

I SOON BEGAN TO SAY WHAT I WANT AND DO WHAT MADE ME HAPPY

IN THE NEW IDENTITY AND SEXUALITY OF BEING QUEER I REBORN AM BORN AS MAN BUT INSIDE MY DAMM CAIN I WAS A DEEP STRONG FEMALE.

I FELT PAIN BEING SEEN AS HOMOOSEXUAL  FREAK. I DEALT WITH THE TRUTH WITH THE RIDE. ILLUSIONS STARTED TO CREEP IN.
I TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE MANY TIMES, BUT FAILED.

NOW I AM FREE AND BEING MY REAL GENDER AND SEXUALITY

WHICH BEING A PROUD FEMALE AND LOVING WHAT MY HEART ALWAYS DESIRED .